…oops sry to disappoint, but your surprise actually isn´t one…
THAT is something that I won´t be saying (but nobody can keep me from thinking it) tonight, when there actually is a “surprise-going-away-party”. I have known about the exact date and time since about 2 or 3 weeks:-) all because of a facebook post that someone commented on, which i then again told my best friend, who then told me about the surprise party due to the fact that my post actually was about me throwing a going away party and the guy commenting it (stupidly posting something my friend had already told him about) and my friend got upset about it and said something that made me ask her what was going on that i didn´t know about. And 10 minutes later I knew EVERYTHING. THis surprise party would definitely be better if was the person planning it…but not everyone can be a perfect event-planner:P
SO I am a little worried about the whole thing not being too great and I actually do not know how good of an actress I am…I have to act surprised tonight…let´s see what happens…
A few years back, I was heartbroken because of this guy that had just broken up with me…The Problem was, that I couldn´t find any faults in him but he saw many in me… He is the only guy that I have ever wanted to get back and he is also the only guy who never wanted me back. Ouch!
So now, I recently met him again due to a tiny school-reunion get together thing that I threw at home. He is still the same as he was back then but now he´s also a little more grown up. The Problem that I have now is, is he screwing with me? Is he for real? I really have no clue what to think, what to do, how and what to feel and what is going on in his head!
All I know is, I am FREAKED OUT AS HELL!! and totally scared of this whole situation!
BUT he called me beautiful and stupid old me liked it…
aaand here I am missing summer and its amazing warmth.. what happened to the sun? I mean, did someone just say “go sun, go take a vacation and let winter come back”? Because it sure as hell feels like it. It´s not like I need the weather to be reaaaally hot…just a little warmer and a little sunnier…It´s the first of september and I feel like I should have a right for summer! If I wanted Siberia, I´d go to Siberia. If I wanted winter, I´d go to Australia or somewhere else on the other half of the world that is currently enjoying winter! Fall/Autumn can start in October and I won´t complain, but RIGHT NOW there should be summer! Dear weather-gods PLEASE give me back my sun and its warmth and I promise I´ll be good. I´d do whatever you want…
I am far from what you´d call a fan of horror movies. I don´t like anything scary or anything that contains people murdering other people…BUT most of the times that I watched horror movies (or what I call horror movies) in the past have been times where I wasn´t single, hence I had someone holding my hand through the whole movie. Every single time that I got scared or shuddered or showed any kind of fear, the person holding my hand made fun of me or tried to scare me even more. Which is neither fun nor romantic.
So last week I went to this thing called “Sneak Preview” at my local cinema with my best friend and didn´t know what to expect. The Sneak Preview only costs half the normal cinema entry fee because you never know what movie will be shown. The week before last, it was “Think like a man” which I gotta admit was pretty hilarious.
SO last week I sat there in my local cinema with my best friend and we started watching this movie which didn´t seem too bad untill the title was revealed “cabin in the woods” and I knew that it would be a horror movie. The only problem was, that even though nobody was keeping me from leaving, once I start watching a movie I HAVE TO KNOW HOW IT ENDS! so I sat through the whole thing and let me tell you IT WAS NOT AS BAD AS I HAD FEARED. It was actually pretty amazing!
Nobody was trying to scare me and I only shuddered once. I really liked the movie even though I hated the red-head and was really sad when Chris Hemsworth died but all in all it was good and I guess it won´t be the last horror movie for me this year… I am starting to actually like them:-) My advice to people like me: DON`T TAKE YOUR BOYFRIEND OR A GUY WITH YOU AND EVERYTHING WILL BE FINE!
For my semester abroad I was told that I need not worry about housing and that I should just wait and see. So that´s what I did.
Let me tell you that this only works untill a few months before departure time comes around. After having booked a flight, I realized that there was still soooo much to do… Health insurance in case something happens while I´m abroad, planning what to take with me and what to do and finish before leaving the country and so on… Wait and See was definitely not going to work for me!
Now I am almost there:2 more weeks till departure and I am totally feeling like I forgot to do SOMETHING!!! But what?
The next 2 weeks will pass horribly slow and sleeping will be mesmorized by insomnia. I can´t wait till I am on board of my flight and done with packing and everything else.
BUT knowing myself:D there will definitely be something else to worry about the second I feel like everything is fine and done!
Okay, I know it´s unbearably hot outside, right now…even in the shadows…but people COME ON!!! we had to wait forever for this summer and now it´s here. Instead of being angry with the gods just take a towel, a good book and if you have vampire-pale-skin) a really good not-chemical sunlotion and get a tan. It´s what I do, and guess what: I am still alive and happy and looking pretty good thanks to my tan:P
So go on, get out there, take all the ice and ice-cream you need and enjoy this summer INCLUDING the heat:-)